Jean-Luc - Trust

Here are three things I know to be true:

1. I know that Jean-Luc was right when he said a "a good story has a beginning middle and end" although not necessarily in that order
2. Not all that glitters is gold - but it might in your eyes under a certain light
3. I'm still young, and gathering all my past/present knowledge and experiences to learn what I do not know of the future

Dan Brown suggested that the key to the future is hidden in our past and also that trust (powerful truth) has its own gravity and eventually pulls people back to it. (i'm not going to lie- hah) but trust is a huge issue for me and I can't help but keep past events on my personal back burner. It's easy to pull back a page and rip it out of a book, but it's unrealistic to pull a page from my past in fear that it may be the key to my future. I do believe that people come in and out of our lives for reasons whether it is to teach us lessons or change our attitudes but how can I shake this horrible quality that has been embedded in me for almost four years?

Let the pages keep turning in hopes that my experiences and growth will help me take control of my future to be the best person I can possibly be.

Fade Into Darkness

New Thangz

"I'm not sure why we didn't meet earlier but that's life. Things happen a certain reason and then something better comes along when you least expect it"

The Real Housewives of South Boston

Walls/Relationship

The term "breaking down my walls" has been coming up a lot lately with different people with different scenarios. It's only human nature to build up a wall to seem mysterious and or not be 'broken down' or heart broken down. I've started to realize that i'm not an architect. I understand that keeping thoughts behind closed doors is one thing, but these 'walls' we have created don't allow people to see who we really are. I'm not saying that i'm going to tell my deepest secrets to someone right away, but I just can't help but figure out why we would build walls to have them destroyed right around us.



The label of a "Relationship" is becoming unclear to me. Don't we have relationships with almost everyone we come encounter with? I could say that I'm in a relationship with my best friend... but that isn't the type of situation that you would label. So why label being in a relationship? If it is for security to be bound to someone and be faithful then yes, your insecurities are sky rocketed because the label of being in a relationship is exactly what you don't need. Why can't we just enjoy each others company to learn and grow together as people. Thats all we really are. Lets let our creative minds flow into the endless unknown and value the time that we have left. I know that if we are "in a relationship" that we spend our time together wisely and are helping each other find the pieces to the puzzle that are called trust.

feeling loving today, spread the word!

i(wantanew)phone

I'm not one for "new" technology, but I have to say, the new iphone4s is something I want to get my hands on! I've had the same blackberry for a while which only texts/calls (wow! no internet? i must live in the stone age!) but don't we deserve to treat ourselves sometimes? These past two weeks have been busy beyond belief and upon getting loads or work done, hitting the gym and coffee dates with friends, whose to say i'm not eligible for the new iphone?! ... to be continued.