You Never Know

Sometimes, the person who tries to keep everyone happy is always the most lonely person, so never leave them alone because they will never say that they need you when they really do.

Bleach Black

Did you make up your mind?

Did I waste too much time?
Did you make up your mind?

The Truth

I poured my heart and soul into an email to you. how do you not respond to someone's soul? no matter how over whelming or sincere it may be...

dream interpretation

All of my teeth fell out of my mouth in my dream last night. I took them out of my mouth and right into my hands as if they were fake and breaking. I rushed myself to the hospital and held my jaw in my hands. I needed to know what this meant because I believe that dreams (like Sigmund Freud claims) are the root to the subconscious mind. so i looked it up...


Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth symbolize power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard. You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream may be an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the importance of what you have to say.

putting it all on the line

The fact that you don't seem to want me anymore was apparent. It was blatantly starting at my face, as if it has been waiting for me to take it in. But what really hurt was the fact that it seems as if I don't even deserve an explanation from you. A simple reason why you don't need me anymore, or a head's up - something like, "Hey, look out, I'm going to break your heart into trillion pieces, okay?"

Not even a single word.

1,000 miles

It seems that with relationships the best part of them is the beginning. How can you ignore the butterflies and breath of the wind that seems to be whistling at you because nothing in this world is better than being soulfully wrapped up in love. I was scared to fall for you, since our past is nothing sort of high highs and low lows but I'm into taking chances. But I'm not into breaking hearts. There is nothing worse, then a broken heart.. nothing. The feeling that your chest cavity has been cracked and is bruised from the inside out. Its hard to give second chances, anyone who has knows what I mean. The volt of memories locked away that remerge when any image, word, color, sound, feeling or emotion reminds you of them (your second chance). So take this with a grain of salt but keep feeling, keep loving, I'm still learning and loving but also taking everything for what it is worth. I can comfortably say, that right now, I'm happy. Although I may be confused on where I stand with you, I'm happy with what we have and who we are together. I'm keeping an open heart and mind and seeing where this new or rekindled love takes me.

Reticent